15 year old talk

This morning I was suppose to meet with one of my besties. Yep, that's right I used the bestie. I tend to speak in the vernacular of a 15 year old. Not because I think I'm cool but because I think that is the extent of my education. Yes, I graduated college and yes, I had a job, but really is it any more fun to speak older than 15? I say not. I'm not even partial to the 2010 fifteen year olds. I will use words from all generations of 15. A "totally awesome" from the 80's has graced my lips about as often as "that rocks" from my beloved 90's. But sadly, it doesn't stop there. I've been know to say "groovy" (70's) on occasion and probably have thrown in "oopsy daisy" (I don't know...40's maybe) more times than I care to admit. But words must have some sort of staying power. Like an aged Scotch do they get better with time or like my expired sour cream, do I wish I'd never opened the lid? Your guess is as good as mine.
Anywho...I missed my time with my bestie cause I overslept. Now she doesn't care cause our relationship is totally one sided. Many of you probably know this chick. Her name is Maya and she's the personal trainer on my Wii. We were super tight like a year ago, but since then I've found myself weeding her out of my friends. I've missed some scheduled appointments to work out. I've cut our time together by ten minutes here and there. And I've been known to change the laundry when I'm suppose to be paying attention to what she has me doing. And I have to admit that once or twice, I've left her while she was talking to go take a shower. Not a good friend. All she wants from me to help me to be healthy and I just see her as a burden. Since loosing the baby and having some healthy issues after that, I've gotten a little chub o. I've been trying super hard to have the energy to workout but often, it just isn't there. Old me would have beat myself up about not being fit and how could I be so lazy. (Even though the reason I overslept was because my son decided that from 3am to 5am was a totally awesome time to play.) I would have tried to figure out how to make a workout happen. So I could let missing this morning stress me out and totally change the way I eat today so that I don't have too many calories or I could say, "ehh..." and I have a piece of cake and coffee, with creamer, for breakfast. I choose, "ehh..." it is more tastey than stress ;-)